As my life significantly changed after I quitted my job and dived into a startup world, I will start my first blog with answering the following question:
Why I decided to become an entrepreneur?
I always knew I want to start my own business, but I thought that I need an idea, plus a team and also money to start it, so while I had some idea it seemed to small to me, I did not actually look for a team or money either, as the idea seemed small. And one bright morning half a year ago I opened my eyes and I realized that it is not the size of idea that stops me, or absence of a team or money, the only thing which was stopping me was that I was just not ready (you know, like in Matrix “there is no spoon”). And it so happened that day when I have woken up I realized I am ready now. It was not spontaneous. It was coming for months; small incremental changes in quantity at this point became one big change in quality.
It felt as if I started to see the world differently J I realized that I knew how to turn the idea I though was too small for me (what an arrogance!) into a much bigger one. I also realized that I know people with whom to do it (I love them personally and they have all the qualities required). Finally I realized that I do not need millions to start a business and what I have is enough to prototype.
I want to add that I really loved my job in brand management in Procter and Gamble. If I would choose again I would still go to P&G for its very strong focus on analysis. Never before P&G I have analyzed so much data. In university when I was doing some research I always had the key obstacle as lack of data. In P&G world tons of data is available and the question is which data actually needs to be analyzed. And what incremental data you need and why. I always loved analysis and I felt at ease. P&G was also a superb management school. The experience to work with such a wide team of so different people is invaluable. It was also a real boot camp of planning the projects and executing them, day after day.
Still, the key reasons I decided to start my own business and choose entrepreneurship as a way of life:
1. I realized that I did not take big enough challenge for myself. Whatever I started before (like university, P&G, even MSc psychology) was actually in my comfort zone. I knew that I will succeed. It may be hard, but I will not fail. And I realized that I cannot tell the proper answer to the question “what you consider as your biggest failure”, because actually I have never even was close to failure which for me means that my biggest failure was not to aspire for more, to set goals even higher. So entrepreneurship for me is the goal high enough. 9 out of 10 start ups are dead in the first year. The really successful ones have chances which are even smaller (but needless to say that their returns are high enough to cover all the ones who failed).
2. I realized that what I truly love to do is to develop and bring to life new ideas. That is why I liked my job so much. That is why it took me so long to realize I needed to go. In P&G I had a lot of space for it and I loved doing it. But entrepreneurial environment of consumer internet gave me much more:
a) more freedom for ideas. First of all, I was working on Pampers and diapers are a very technology driven business where technological risk is even bigger then the market risk (all biggest innovations need 5-10 years to come). Internet is different: you can create an idea and execute in several months, not years. The price of failure is quite low, as the development does not cost millions of dollars. You can iterate the product as much as you want. You can test everything (any kind of data for your users, real time tests of every new feature or idea). Secondly, as entrepreneur you can do whatever field you want not just in the product area you currently work, which really feels like the sky is the limit.
b) more freedom in decision-making. I realized that it is very difficult for me to execute the decision if I am not aligned with it. That I love to reason, to discuss and I am prepared to change my mind because what I care most is business. And I decided that learning to execute with excellence and translate down the organization decisions I am not aligned with can reduce my motivation and harm my decision-making skills, so I will not proceed mastering that skill.
c) more freedom in personal life by which I mean a lot. From day-to-day schedule (now I work from where I want to when I want) to, more importantly, long term things (like assignment choice on which you have very moderate influence in P&G). I can now decide on my own projects and not to worry what my next assignment will be. Only the market/consumers will decide what I should deserve ))))
d) bigger need to study and develop. Actually I learn constantly, by doing and a lot by reading, going to lectures and meeting experts. I feel like I know almost nothing (which in P&G I felt I know already almost everything): I constantly learn how test the ideas for product that don’t exist (which is quite different from testing improvements in current products), different business models, raising capital, making valuations, financial planning, technologies, work processes in tech business, role of board of directors, advisory board, etc.
May be all of this sounds like an idealistic crap, may be if I will constantly fail, I will think otherwise, but at least I would know that I tried and I did my best. And I am sure I will learn a lot on the way.